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2010年5月8日 星期六

Dream: A trip with Magda and Bonny

(他們是海地在美國的移民。They are both Haitian immigrant living in USA. )
The dream was rather short and concise, or that is how much I could remember. There is little or no conversation that I can recall. It is like we are in a school trip or something. The place is a cross between school and prison. I see only Magda and Bonny although it appears to me that the plot of the dream seems to contain many of my friends which I made in Judson College. It also appears to me that both of them is driving something between a private car/big bus. But what kind of vehicle took two drivers?

I seem to be a kind of luggage or the first one to be in car. Since I don't know how to drive so I don't think I am driving a car following them. Anyhow, I seems to be the first one to respond and the first one to be ready for the mission. For all the time I was outside the school which doesn't remember anything inside the 'school'. So after we waited for everyone to get into the bus/car, then we rush out. I call it a rush out because the bus/car almost hit the door of the school, and the last one who exit the school doesn't even brother to close it. What I can understand the conservation between Magda and Bonny is when she ask him to drive slower and be careful. So I felt like this is a kind of emergency/disaster so we are in panic. Yet at the same time I admire Magda and Bonny for being calm, and better prepared than me emotionally and intellectually, that is much to my surprise since I think I am the one with greatest control of my emotions. Magda and Bonny seems to the one who organize the exit, and it appears to me that the only 'rational' solution for this emergency/disaster is running away from it. There are something odd in the plot of the dream, being so prepared and calm and well planned, because the school gate which look so similar to those in prison/mental health hospital/border between two countries, beside nobody has open it. It appears to me we are going to knock down the unguarded iron fence. Or maybe nobody has the key to open the gate? So are we in an escape or a trip?

夢: 地震又關我事?

我最近似乎是在發一個夢中夢,就被夢中之夢驚醒,因為我似乎是在另一個夢中夢像曹操一樣殺了人而不自覺,最恐佈的卻不是殺人,而是當中的景物都是換了另一個方向的,就像身處鏡子中一樣,於是我才氣急敗壞的逼令自己即時在這個夢中夢醒來,恰似我最近買的手提電腦一樣,它的關機程式似乎不是表現太正常,常常要用人手的命令去逼它關機。我總算是把自己迫了出來,我一出來即時走到該層的電梯口,又以為在這裏的兩個人會知道這裏一切的秘密,好像是走出了迷宮或者是人際關係中的是非圈一樣釋懷。
我認出其中一位就是小學舊同學牛展,他似乎是和另一個舊同學/朋友在一起,我不認得這位理論上應該是同一小學的學生,他看來又似是Jackting或者是dweber,而我一來到就得知他們似乎是得知快要地震,因此必須逃走。不過更古怪的是好像地震是由我倆引起的,離開是而最快的方法是乘電梯,要不然的話,一來這裏不知有幾多層,我或者因為數錯了層數而到不了地下,二來大有可能在途中發生地震而被困樓梯,九死一生,不知怎的,我卻又無厘頭的承諾他會在兩時半前由夢中醒來,好像也是為了逃避無可避免的地震一樣,其實我現在不是已經在夢中夢醒來嗎?
我偶而看了看牛展的樣貌,記得他好像最近結婚,這次我覺得是相當重要的事,好像是生死存亡之間,他竟然不是和他的妻子在一起,反而是和一位我看來是不相關的人在一起,甚至是連朋友都算不上的人。這時恐怖的事情發生了,他的樣子忽然變成了像封神榜中當中的瘟神、文化大革命或者是中式地獄的牛鬼蛇神,又似美國恐怖片的「凌晨1時半」中主角一次翻看上手因箸魔殺人而不知是逝世或者是進了精神病院的住客其中一段,就是看到天真活潑的孩子忽然變成怪物。

夢: 哈里波特去救朋友

似乎是在邁亞美花園的舊居收到朋友的電話或者是心靈短訊,知道要救朋友的女兒,因為事情緊急,就嫌住家附近乘電梯太慢,或者是怕外面有人監視,於是就即時跳出窗外飛出去,就是穿着睡衣也未有換,當然也不會洗臉刷牙,說飛果然就飛了出去,像我會魔法似的。
這時我有點擔心,因為不知會不會飛到中途掉了下來﹐好像是在香港或者是美國的上空,我常以為心靈能力/魔法和性功能是相斥的,就是性行為時就會失去這種能力,而且還有可能一時由夢境跳回現實,變成中途慘死,不過,似乎為了挑戰或證實這一點,就故意在空中玩弄自己的陽具,我卻沒有因此而掉下來,到達目的地似乎是一個公園。
這公園的特色是它由一層層階梯所組成,每層與層之間相距極厚,每步都幾乎要跳下去的,另外這樓梯梯級中居然還有植物,一時在右邊一時在左邊,不知是我貪玩還是有此需要,我下樓梯時總是想辦法去避免踏到植物。我邊走邊跳終於來到似乎是公園的中心的一塊石碑前,它說解決問題/跳出迴圈的方法就是放手/放棄,我就即時嘲笑它只說退出卻沒有提「如何」退出,就是做事只做一半,但求交差,而且還誤會了它的意思是放手不要碰這塊長方形石碑,我像有神力一樣把它一提上半空就拋到旁邊,它居然沒有碎。這說是告示,我卻感覺它像是程序碼似的。
這時有一個高大的敵人出現了,他看來像我小學的舊同學,我被他迫近也不逃避,以為自己也懂一點魔法,於是就用手指指向他的右下腹大叫:「哈里波特」,好似這個名字有魔力似的,而我唯一懂的就是這句,似乎我看穿了這位敵人和我對魔法都是一知半解,所以我覺得是大鬥法的其實於行內人是海軍鬥水師,不相伯仲的水皮。
這個任務如今看來似乎是失敗了,因為我是去救朋友的女兒,如今她也未見過一面,就和他在打我無法贏出的仗。不過,我又想到似乎任務的目標是可變的,就是我可以不守朋友承諾,找到石碑就算完成了任務,我是可以隨時退出的,如今被他纏住我反而不能退出。

夢: 陳偉業的小事

陳偉業來到某中學的教員室要份屬朋友的某人為他做點事,好像是私下修改記錄,他是仗着是朋友,另外就是自己是和他同年,總有三分親,於是他就照打進電腦說一個小學生的事要即時處理,或者是可以延緩處理,奇怪的這不太願意協助陳偉業的人好像又不是教師而似學校的管理人員,另外依陳偉業的出生年齡應是小學生,這卻是中學的教員室。